this is not a home
2004-07-27 @ 2:24 p.m.

disinfect me,destruct and destroy me
hold me close and take the pain from me.
watch me burn out like those bright lying stars
watch me fade away like those skin deep scars
but you could never do that could you?

your words pain me as i'm crying into your collar
do you feel this pain as bad as i do?
the sound of your soft voice,to me is like a hollar
and i cringe with every struggling breath i take
and i break down with every silent scream you make

[[ Do you know what it's like to feel so unwanted?
Do you know what it's like to go so unnoticed? ]]
Oh,but you don't..the pain is far too much to bear
You can walk out now, stop pretending that you care

Naked in the corner,crying and so alone
The sad part is,that's how I feel at home.

[[<.< :: >.>]]


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eat your heart out
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sew up my lips
something i`m not
stupid girl
not a home
twinkle twinkle
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