deck of cards
2004-07-27 @ 2:50 p.m.

you played my heart like a deck of cards
bombarded my love and cashed in the charm
no king of red hearts to save me.
the black is captivating.
taking over.
sinking in.

you turned my red heart black
and left it that way.
time might heal the wounds,
but the scars would forever stay.
you were breaking in.
and were breaking my heart.
it was torn before
but you ripped it farther apart.
stuck your knife in, and ripped it through.
now my black bleeding heart
has the jagged scar marked Y-O-U

Vicious tells of a heart once thirsting
Till it was wounded and left there bursting
No queen of Spades to save the day
No black diamonds to lead the way
My black heart will never be saved
An untamable hole,you have caved

I am blinded by a lie,in which you called love
Torn apart because my heart was brutally shoved
You drug it through mindless creations
Knowing that it would only breed anguish
My mind is exposed to you forever
by the display you put upon me
pretending that you knew my every need
And in the end knowing my heart would only bleed.

Its like these black tears that fall from my eyes
Trying to get you to hear all my silent cries
Breaking the glass with my hideous face
Because you made me feel like such a disgrace

[[<.< :: >.>]]


«nav«
new old

«song list«
bitter baseball
breathing bullets
broken
choke on this
crawling
deck of cards
eat your heart out
epitome of love
falter
fool
last wish
pink walls & black heartaches
pinky tangled promises
recorder saying
sew up my lips
something i`m not
stupid girl
not a home
twinkle twinkle
useless obligation
white lines
X

«un-finished«
behind my back
marvel
sir monkey
uncut
((more to come))